k well yesterday i apologized for behaving that way yesterday, coz i felt kind of stupid, since i wasnt talking to her or barely.
blah so i probably made the itsy bitsy mistake asking her friend what she thought of the movie (that was kind of the reason i was mad lol).
my hs told me that this one friend actually was the reason they watched the movie. and this friend was like "yeah i only went with them for the entertainment" so yeah .. i sat there with them for a little while listening how my hs tried to get out of this situation and i was like "yeAH RIGHT´..." and then i said "maybe im not sorry anymore" and my hs just said "okay... i dont care" so then i walked off...
i wouldnt care if she wouldnt fu***ng lie to me =( and then even try to get out of it again even though i already know the truth i mean what the f***? does she really think im that stupid?
later on i got a textm. asking me if i was mad (from the friend)... haha nooooo not at all
and it was such a nice day... hihi i mean we got into the finale
ich hab versucht mich nicht mehr daran runterziehen zu lassen, aber naja ist nicht so einfach wenn man wieder ganz alleine da steht...
und ich seh es auch fast gar nicht mehr ein, mich selber schuldig zu fühlen, dass ich die freundin gefragt hab. ich will nur die wahrheit wissen.... die ich ja immer noch nicht weiß